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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Hmm, let's see where shall I start?
Okay, firstly, COMMON TEST ENDS FOR PHYSICS STUDENTS! :D YAYAYAY~
but unfortunately, my results are not gonna be good cos chemistry was a hell lot difficult and a maths was panic+frantic+not thinking properly+thought of soultion at the last minute, or rather, second= Not gonna be what i expected it to be. :(
Geography was fairly bad cos did not manage to finish writing plus i left out the limitaitons part as well. :( hope to pass and not just pass cos i might end up failing my entire test :( that's disastrous.
Congrats to Isabella POH on getting the 100/100 for E.maths. :D you're super good in maths can! Can totally be my maths tutor already. :D HEHE. glad you had fun with Meng and Jean at Sakae Sushi today! :D
Well, Common test is idk-how-badly-i-will-do, but i really really understand and not hate physics but somehow when i look at the questions. no matter easy or hard, i'll get intimidated. :(
that's the barrier i HAVE to overcome before EOY. which is like in a months plus time?
Goodluck to all taking BIOLOGY tomorrow! :D
Well. sometimes, i dont think i can really fit into any of the group of friends. It's like i want to blend in but somehow will feel rejected by them. Like I used to be on quite good terms with both Bell Poh and her group and Louisa and her group, but now, i can't seem to face them anymore, for some reasons. that's why i dont seem to be able to fit into any of them :( SIGHS.
and i really don't wanna dance that dance for teacher's day. It's THAT dance of embarrassment and humiliation. :( Fancy a sec three student still dancing that. I wanna dance the way to your heart! :D HOPE MODERN TEACHER WILL LET US DANCE THAT SINCE THERE'S NOT MUCH TIME LEFT! :D PRETTY PLEASE!
okay, dance tmr, fri and sat(rehearsal), prize presentaion for stamp competition on saturday too.
TOODLES(:
Replies:
Louisa: THANKS! i know you do (: hehe. but cos maybe i haven't been talking to the gang of you, as in aja,huimin you all, that's why i'll feel like this. I'll try to talk more with you all too! :D and hope to find that bosom buddy i've been searching for!
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
There you have it, No one's bothering about you. Absolutely no one.
Even when you are sick/
When they say friends will be there when you need them, think again.
It's so not true, In my case.
It just feels entirely hurtful when you know that only some people cares about our life and death, okay, maybe not so serious, only some people cares about you.
I've never ever felt like giving up on trusting friends i could, in the past, but now, i can only turn to a few. :(
Ain't it sad to know when while everyone's with their besties in class, you are just taking your path, one step at a time, with no one by your side, and no one to help you out when you're down.
This is the worst case scenario ever, and i'm sorry to say, i'm falling into that state, in just a few more moments.
Absolutely privating this blog soon, since no one tags or reads the posts.
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Today, Miss tan was like telling us there are 4 stages a human can reach, while animals can only reach stage 1. I forgot whose idea of this was it.
It is somehow like a food pyramid, except now it applies to human beings.
At the lowest box, it is the basic needs that we all can get. That's why animals fall in that category. Basic needs include food, housing etc, and one very sensitive topic, Sex. LOL :D
Following, at the second box, it is our frinedship and family.
i forgot what the third box is all about,
but the last box was self attainment/ achievement? OOPS. i have STM. >< that's how i feel in class each day.
I've looked at my mistakes in studies and now i am able to take each failure in stride. Thank goodness there were many people who encouraged me at that time (: after all, failure is the mother of success? hehe. i direct translate one, don't mind me yeah.
But each year, there will be many many different things that I'll meet. Many many difficulties and obstacles i have to overcome. However, at the end of the year, I'll still not learn anything or get anything until the following year.
But I know that when everything don't go your way, you just have to be patient enough to wait for that day everything is smooth sailing for you. Sometimes you have this, sometimes you get that. You just can't have the best of both worlds. Am I right to say?
I've never experienced this before. but now, what i feel is that only when someone needs help, then they will come talking and looking for me. If not, they just won't bother about you at all, much less talk to you like they treat you as your friend. This is how i feel in general, not pin pointing at anyone. I'm not typing all this personal feelings here just to get your attention, i'm typing it here because I just had to get it out.
Sure, you might see me smiling and cheerful, talking to almost everyone in class, and all that but that's just plain crap. If you really really know me, you will get that that's just SO not me. Well, people get their emo moods just occassionally but i get that like almost everyday when i see people who are good friends laughing and talking to each other.
I get that alot when I'm going for physics lesson. they will be in groups of 2,3,4 or something and i'll just be walking ALONE.
I just don't know when i'll be able to get out of all this. For now, I'll just have to keep smiling to make my life in 3f better. GOD! how i wish i can actually find someone like ching yee in this class.
in addition to my problems, i still have to type the report for kindness project when i am like super sick can. I sorta lost my concentration in phyiscs and probably other lessons too.
GAH.
My life will never be the same again, right?
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Wednesday, August 05, 2009
If only my memory was erased and if time could rewind;
I wouldn't be in this state right now.
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