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Thursday, October 29, 2009
HELLO:D

Been sleeping quite late these few days even though am tired.
Tuesday's schedule was WAY packed.
School till 2pm. Afters had learning joourney at discovery centre.
Watched the 4D film at the Army museum, is it?
Then had this Sg Kilat quiz.
andand, the unlucky me had unlucky hands that caused our class to spin till the -100 portion. GAH>< i never like taking risks. That's why will feel stressed, you know? Many people ask me why. Now i told you why. (:
Then after that, took the school bus back to near compass the stop then me and louisa were like planning what we were gonna do before meeting up the others for the ballet performance in Esplanade.

got ready in 25 minutes. Boy was it fast. Not to mention HECTIC too. We each bought a fillet to have for dinner.
Reached there early, luckily.
Performance wasn't as good as i thought though there are some NICE ones. (: l like last year's Russian ballet better. This year's one is by the American Ballet Theatre. Main person was Paloma Herrea? Idk how to spell her name. But i thought the Japanese girl and the other one had better skills and expression :D:D
Halfway through i kept thinking, i'm hungry.
Then after performance, dad brought me to eat at Kellogg Rd while he supervise some work nearby. Had noodles. at 11++PM?!?! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
reached home at 11.45-12am. HAHA. how EARLY that is. especially since there's school the next day. 1st time like that. Anyway, was too tired until i couldnt get to sleep. was almost late for school the next day.

FIre drill on wednesday. Pretty much slacky throughout. Chinese lessons after school.
Then dance. V funny lor. I went there and i wanted to start warm up then," Gather" already.
LOL. But then after that, me, Geolin, Weiping, Iris, Lin Lei and Sing Ree stayed back to think of what to do for open house?
I STILL CANNOT DO ISOLATION!!! GAH><
learning baby freeze~
until my hand muscles super pain. LOL. '

Hmm, today finished up with 12.2.
Nothing much these few days.
Last day of school tmr~
How awfully fast time FLIES.
Next year, O level year already.
WOW.

When they say Time Flies,
THEY ARE NOT KIDDING.

LOL.
k, byebye dear(:


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Monday, October 26, 2009
as you might have noticed, i changed blogskin (:
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TATA


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Hmm, soccer for you?
Well, you look at the time right now. 12.08am.
I just ended watching Liverpool VS. Man United's match.
Many would anticipate Man United's victory, but for those who've watched, things did not end that way.

In fact, it was the other way round.

Liverpool won, and by that, it should have been quite surprising. They did not win just one goal against Man U, but 2. and the second goal should not have went in if the Man United had guarded against Number 24 of Liverpool. (idk their names, you see..) IT went in in the 96th minute. The first goal was scored by Torres(he's basically the other person i know besides Steven Gerrard). Assisted by Number 15 of Liverpool. LOL:D
Torres was actually guarded by Ferdinand and he sure had a hard time trying to hold Torres back. ;D
Well, I never really like to watch Soccer(though my brother watches it like almost every weekend) but this match was somewhat, exciting. (:

So, it kinda appeared interesting to me :D I was doing my A maths hw 12.1 then i couldnt prove those identities though i know i was close to proving them. ((:

Erm, nice day it had been yesterday. with ching yee! (:
Finished HYSTERICAL BLONDENESS. nice book(;
starting on Petty in Pink.
ate TWICE at pizza hut yesterday. FOr lunch and dinner. and somemore, they were the SAME thing. Hawaiian Pizza and Ocean Catch Pizza. LOL;D but still, they were both nice nice meals.

Went for a run today. Rained halfway after i started on my 3rd round. Then afterwards, i was walking around in circles, THINKING. ( why am i thinking about stuff some much these days? I'm getting REAL old.) haha.

My brother's an Arsenal fan. But he can't watch the match later on cos' it's too late. Now, is Man City VS Fulham. Number 25 of Man City scored the goal. He was from arsenal. I know how to pronounce his name but i'm not sure how to spell it. is it ADEBAYOR or EDEBAYOR? and while i typed, Number 17 of Man city just scored a goal. so current score: Man City: 2 Fulham: 0.

Well, it's been quite a soccer-y post.
2 more weeks to O level's chinese. I cannot afford to lose my A1.
I NEED TO STAY IN HIGHER CHINESE!

Oh, i have yet to mention, i PASSED english! ((: with my very first C5 of the year! (:
and while i typed, one of Fulham's player scored a goal. Idk his name nor his number cos' i'm not watching but typing here right!

BYE BYE READERS! (if anyone is even gonna read this all-so-soccer and not-so-me post)LOL.



English. Higher Chinese. Elementary Mathematics. Additional Mathematics. Combined Humanities. Pure Geography. Physics. Chemistry.
I'm going to TRIUMPH over you all, especially Combined Humanities, Geog and BOTH sciences.
JUST YOU WAIT.


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A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Replies to tags first:

9sep(i know it's abit too late but..)
Louisa: YEAH~ :D

30sep
Rachel: EGGGGGGGGG! <33

16oct
ISABELLA: hello BELL! YUPP! should have gone there earlier. GAH>.<

17oct
xinyee: LOL:D haha. thanks. I'm well now and meet up with you soon~
CHIN BEE: thanks! ((: Yeah!* it's only QUITE shuai. not VERY!

18oct
ESTHER: HI THERE! oh i see. I might a bit busy this holiday but i'll try to make it. erm, sms you soon?

21oct(today)
ISABELLA: haha. got mood to post so long ma. BORING right! :( TOP IN MATHS BA! (: results ah.. hmm, not very good. but still got As la. as you know, physics was the worst.. what happened to your blog???

okay, done with tags.

look at my title and you might actually know what happened, Results ain't what i expected.

Though there are 3 As. E8 for physics, kinda expected. :( hope not to drop to combined science!
actually failed geog but found 2 more marks, so just passed geog. 50.0 failed EL paper 2 by 1 mark, AGAIN. i've this 24/50 curse with me, you know! HMPH. >:( SS was a bit disappointed. just a B3. SIGH. but kinda expected la. Both maths and HCL A.
Lastly, as some of you might know about my dream with chem results. A freaky dream okay.
I dreamt i got 55 for chemistry in the previous nights. and then, when i started calculating my marks, 49+17, divided by 120, is" 0.55" then i was like, OMG. my dream really came true. LIKE SUPER FREAKY OKAY. then i also dreamt of LOUISA'S marks. then it was a mark diff. freaky ttm./

well, in addition to my unfortunate events for the day, i HAD to forget to bring my keys. I was locked out of house for an hour after spending it sitting near the staircase and finishing up my drink i bought. Was tired so spent that hour reading and sleeping. i actually sent "rescue"messages to dad and brother. But none of them replied until an hour later. So, after i woke up from sleep, i was like thinking, nobody's gonna come back at this time. Then, i started walking to the playground but changed my mind after i saw many little kids there.

was bored then i made up my mind to walk to Anchorvavle CC. so walked till there then there was this space to sit down to enjoy the view. Thought about a lot of stuff okay. actually about everything. Then, cos was to have dinner at pizza hut, so at 6plus, i walked to the LRT station, Farmway to train back to sengkang. IN THE END, it had to be cancelled cos my dad was working late and had to fetch brother from schl. So, was super dejected about the entire day's events then teared a little while walking back.

saw the two little kids i saw the previous day. (: then came back, teared even more in the toilet. HAI. SIAN LA>.<
then sorta made a deal with brother to motivate both himself and myself. with $$$, LOL:D

anyways, gonna start work soon cos due to the lack of time in the holidays.
so, BYE BYE.

I. JUST. NEED. THAT. PASS. IN. ENGLISH. PLEASE. GOD.


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Reminiscence
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Haven't you all remembered times you were in pri school and did those silly things which you never thought you would(now)?
But, when you look back in your life, you realise these silly things were once part of the most memorable things and possibly things that made your pri schl days?

Back when i was in Pri school, in P6, the girls in my class had this craze with AUTOGRAPH BOOKS. and so, i was looking at it one day and i realised how much we've all changed. Our thinking, our attitude, our appearance.. Time can really make all that happen. it really makes a difference in someone's life.

I let my teachers write in my autograph book and there were 4 teachers who wrote in there. Mrs Sarah Lee(Music teacher in p6), Mrs Tan-Lim Hong Chin(Maths teacher in p6) and Ms Yeo Khee Huan(English and Science teacher in p6) and lastly, Mrs Ng(FORM teacher in p5).

Mrs Sarah Lee said,(i'm typing it briefly) I hope we have given you valuable memories and wish you great friendships in future.

Mrs Tan said, "No person who in enthusisastic about work has anything to fear from life"--Samuel Goldwyn. So true, but yet even though i'm somewhat enthusiastic about work, i have so much to fear in life.

Mrs Ng just said," it was really fun teaching you last year! really great! (: "

Last but not least, Ms Yeo's words. (I'm typing everything out based on memory!)
She wrote there," Dear Rose, were there moments when you felt like making a comment or showing an idea? Yet, you kept quiet. I wish you had for i'm sure it was something worthwhile to listen to. You never know what you can acheive until you try. You will try in future, won't you?
Best Wishes, Ms Yeo, Holy Innocents' Primary."

This was the one that could caused swelling in my eyes. It's so true. But up till now, i've never really been trying hard enough, i think.

Take for example, my best friend, zhiqi who is now in chung cheng high(main). She takes up triple science in school and though she isn't one of the smartest kids in pri school back then, she is now the top student in her class! :D We still contact each other and goes back to H.I.P.S to visit our teachers, together. (:


People say when you grow older, you tend to grow out of your childishness. I would agree to some extent. Cos' till this day, I'm not afraid to say i can still be quite childish. haha. but whatever it is, time made that difference.
For me, when i looked back at my primary school photos, you can see the change in me. Though i am still wearing spectacles(fyi, i've wore that since i was 2 and a half years old), you could see the different(or same) me in those pictures. I wouldnt put them up here because it is just too ugly x.X haha.

But what i really want to say is that, when times changes, people will naturally change with time. the greatest change in me is not how i look but how i think. in the past, back when i was in pri school, i didn't see the need in working hard for my results. Though i was disappointed in my results most of the time during my P6 year, i was still quite playful. Actually, i wasn't playful, i just sleep alot XD LOL. :D
So i ended up getting 233 in PSLE, which was in fact, one of the lowest in 6R7. SERIOUSLY.
cos' the other classmates went into top schools like RI, RGS, St Nicks etc... so i was a bit dejected. but nevertheless, i didn't work hard enough when i came up to Secondary 1.

In Sec 1, i liked Maths the most. ( did i say i've always disliked Maths in Pri schl?) i vividly remember me getting 82 marks in the first Common test and Isabella Poh was the highest in class. :D I also remembered my parents going to the PTM and then they were like saying my maths in pri school wasn't that good and Miss Cheryl Ng was kind of surprised to hear that.
But otherwise, my other subejcts were pretty much, sucky. And on the last day of school, we took a class photo outside our 1E classroom with her, those were the good times (:
And, on that year, my aunt suddenly told me that she was going to be in Hong Kong teaching for 2 years or so. I could not help feeling sad about it. IT was also then that i realised i could no longer depend on others to help to bring my grades up, i had to count on myself.

So, in sec 2, i began to work really hard for my tests and exams in all subjects. I even wrote about Miss Cheryl Ng in my chinese composition which was published in the Chrysalis in this year's edition. Some of them know. But I'm not guessing a lot of them read it. Ms Hani came to be my form teacher, teaching me science. I began to understand science a little better that year and in common test 2, i finally received my A1 for science. From a C5 in the beginning of the year, you know? Electricity was that chapter i can score well (: But throughout that year, there've been many downs and little ups. I've got great frinedship but due to the overwheming pressure i gave myself, i cried. MANY TIMES>< and then, that was the time i realised, i cannot give myself too much pressure already.

Enough of that. In the Malacca trip, i guess 2E bonded more, in a way (: well, i really missed those moments i had with them ((: i still remembered how angry i was when i received the posting of the class, you know? i think that time when i first knew i was going to what class was at anchorvale cc, cos we were practicing for apologise again. LOL.

And i remembered i went to stay at Fairmount somewhere at the end of year and then it was nearing christmas that time, then initially wanted to meet up with ching yee but her parents dont let her go. In the end she sneak out to meet me leh! :D at the end, i hurriedly bought her her chirstmas present. We had a nice time just walking around and eating Ben and Jerry's ice cream ((: it was really fun having her around and we talked and chat all afternoon. we even made a keychain for the both of us! (: "Rose and Ching Yee with love" was what was carved on it! I ♥ her many many!

Now, coming up to secondary 3, i promised not to give myself too much pressure. But, history's 1st common test was sorta disaster. cos i cried. LOL. and i dont think i cried again until when i received back my MYE results. But as compared to last year, it was very little. BUt i guess things will be worse tmr when i get back my results. Though i hope for the better, i know i never really do well for my papers this time round? But i really want my As!!!
anyway, many things happened and i dont wish to say anything about it. Have tried a little harder to remain positive about life and i guess i'm doing a pretty good job on that until now? LOL. But i really miss all the good old days i had with many people. (:

Well, let's talk about today. had this really mini 2E gathering. well, it was really a blast (: took a lot of photos with Huimin and Louisa. okay, not exactly a lot. Went to Wild Wild Wet and now i look like a rudolf with a super red burnt nose. and my cheeks are burnt too. it was really nice being around them. Anyway, i was super lucky today! cos the side of my specs is very loose so it came off very easily. and the worse thing was it actually dropped into the waters today! And then all 3 of us were deperately trying to find it but to no avail. Then after i wanted to give up on finding it, this guy who's yougner than me, said Excuse Me. Then i turned around and he handed me something. The side of my specs! i was like THANK YOU! :D If not for him, i tell you i really cannot see things.
After WWW, bathed and ate. Went to Pasir Ris Park. There, we took pictures la. HEHE.
wanted to go there and scream but in the end, we went to the playground. While walking there, we were all sweating badly, especially me. Then we saw Yanting and Junyuan together./ haha.
so in th end, finally walked to the playground and then played almost everything there. :DD
it was so tiring ! but fun/ oh, i think i saw Singyan there too. how odd. took 403 to Pasir Ris interchange and then after, 89 to compass. Waited for Louisa to board the bus and me and Huimin walkeed home together. then went sculpture park to have a seat. We chatted for quite some time. Then there were 2 little kids who came up to us. They were so adorable! they played with huimin too (: Sorta. had a nice talk with her.

All in all, i really had fun i never imagined i would indulge myself into. (: real glad.
Oh, had a nice night walk with family on sunday/ walked from home to anchorvale cc then back (:

This had been an ULTRA LONG post. sorry if it bore you in one way or another.
Dooms day tmr. :( S-I-G-H.

BYE. if my results arent too bad, i might actually post tmr.
First Horror: GEOGRAPHY~


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Saturday, October 17, 2009
I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M ACTUALLY SAYING THIS,
BUT

I THINK I'M ALRIGHT ALREADY!
I CAN TOTALLY WALK WELL WITHOUT STOPPING TO TAKE A REST EVERY FEW SECONDS DUE TO THE EXCRUCIATING PAIN IN MY STOMACH!

YES!!!! :D:D:D

ENOUGH OF CAPS. ><

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Yesterday met up with dancers initially to watch FAME at idk where.

But in the end, we watched (500) days of Summer. well, it's funny at times especially the part where they shouted *censored censored* really loudly in the park. haha. people who watched the show would know. HAHAHAHAH. real funny la. oh, first time there to ILUMA. LOL. it was BIG and there was this escalator that sorta led you to "heaven". hah.(cos it was super long. -.-)
anyway, there was a rooftop there too and the scenery from there was in a way, relaxing :D
loved it. ♥

wanted to put some pictures here, but well, i forgot where i put my cable, oh well. i will find it.
SOON.


anyway, i tell ya, i'm gonna enjoy life before i get back my oh-so-horrible results. SERIOUSLY.
i mean, you go to the exam hall with half or less filled with info and you take the EOY? well, if you happen to know anyone who can still score As for the tests, tell me okay.

erm, anyone interested to go watch another movie with me? i wna catch IMAGINE THAT. By eddie murphy. think it's somewhat a comedy. LOL;D


anyway, these few days diarrhoea has somewhat been good too. I've gone down by 2 kg, you know?! HAHA>.<

I've been with my tv since i woke up and that feeling was SO................
*WOW* it's super relaxing! I haven't felt THIS relaxed since, idk,
EVER?

but in any case, i'll be back home in tears with results, i PRESUME.


and, if anyone happens to want to go out, msg me k!
i'm desperate for some fun before results. (:



TOODLES*


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Thursday, October 15, 2009
If pain can kill,












end my life right now.

i dont wanna live with this pain in my stomach.


















GAH><


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I realise this is the second time i've changed url. it's like after using an url fora year, i will change it like straight after EOYs.

Eoy ended for me today, but geog paper was crap la. -.- Droughts came out instead of floods and for 4 freaking days, i've been taking exams with an ACIDIC stomach. LOL. as in like the feeling that i get from the uncomfort of my stomach is that it has too much acid, that's why will pain. haha.

Have gone to see a doctor alone just now. Told the doctor had diarrhoea since sunday and i think he a bit shocked cos it's been 5 days ever since it started. Today was the worst. acute pain at some points during the exams and sitting at the back of the hall ain't good either. Cos the teachers are all standing at the back and they're talking, though it's whispering was still super loud and distracting. PLUS! the female teachers who wore high heels made this super annoying noise when they walk. its loud to the max okay!
Today's pain was until the state that i had to bite my index finger and it had the teeth mark there for quite some time before it subsided.
Doctor say i'm recovering though. have yet to take lunch and i really have got no appetite to eat either.

EOYS over but i presume that i will not do well as what i expected myself to do. Physics was definitely the toughest paper. if i can pass... haha. fat hope. for four days, i go into the examination hall with my brain half(or even less) filled with information on the subject i am taking that day. cos the previous night when i want to start revision, the pain in my stomach just stays there, refusing to go away and made me go into the toilet how many times.
wth. first time like that leh.
if i can do well for EOY for the papers i take for the remaining four days, i would really have to thank god for it!

i realise i havent been posting for over a month now, but this post will not be sucha detailed one.

maybe watching FAME with dancers tomorrow! YAY~
that is, if my stomach permits me to go..


LASTLY,

GOOD LUCK TO BIO PEOPLE FOR BIO TMR! :D

byebye,


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