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Tuesday, April 05, 2011
"We can't expect ourselves to be treated equally in all aspects in life."
This can be one conclusion i can get out from this whole work experience.
We are all unique individuals, and we all have our own lives to take on, what's different is in what we choose to do about it. Some people who are more outspoken, can make someone feel comfortable easily, and can easily befriend someone. For those who are more soft spoken, it takes more than just words to befriend someone easily. It takes them a whole lot of courage and a whole lot of thinking before they open their mouths to take initiative in talking to someone.
In case you're wondering who i'm talking about, i would tell you this, it's me i'm talking about.
I suppose those who are closer to me will realise this, that i'm not an outspoken person. However, since working, i hope i've become a little more outspoken, cos sometimes i had to take initiative to talk to someone(at my workplace, like new interns), or people will start saying that i'm so tired all the time and so sad all the time, Zzzzzzz...
But on the other hand, i am sometimes quite hesitant on being the initiater, cos i will tend to think that people will judge my actions or whatsoever, and i mind people's opinion of me too much, so much so that i am a bit too reserved for the society. This, is what i'm trying very hard to change(as i may have mentioned to some).
Not only this, i've discussed issues like popularity with some people before. Some of us have the affinity of gaining more friends and being more recognised by others while people like me, I'm only considered popular among my own circle of friends. It's not like i wanna be mega popular, but i just want to be really recognised by people. (:
Sometimes i even think that i'm such a useless person, trying to want to blend in, but i don't know how to go about doing that. Oh well, i'll just be this unique person, who will always stand out, in the weirdest way possible.
I just hope that one day, i'll finally be recognised for who i am and what i do by the public. Sigh, when will that day ever come? I'm relying on dance to get me outta this world, this reality, cos i think i'll crumble if i continue to let myself be caught up with reality shit.
Okay, toodles. (:
From now, i know Starz will always be a part of me. Nothing can change that.
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Long chats.
Monday, February 21, 2011
For this entire week, apart from yesterday, 20th feb, i've been working since the 14th feb.
Day one at work was alright, generally (:
Day 2 was a bit sian.
Day 3 and 4 was really so F-ing(sorry for being this vulgar, i'm honestly a person who's not this vulgar) screwed.
COS OF ONE GUY.
i mean seriously, i'm not a working machine or a dishwasher cleaner, i'm there to be a waitress in the first place. Then suddenly he keeps giving stack of plates to wipe dry. Ain't he a bit, unreasonable? Even Christine asked me to take a rest when we weren't that busy when it's turn over time.(like going to the washroom or even drinking a sip of water)
HE?
Whenever he has the time to come see at what i was doing( which is, MOST of the time since being the buffet runner, he has QUITE A LOT of time to spare), he'll walk past me, go over to the shelves which contains all the cleaned plates and bowls, and carries them over to my area. DAMN HIM MAN. You think i clean plates my hand and legs won't hurt is it? WTFREAK.
One day, when i become a manager and he's my worker, i'll make sure he suffer for at least a day! (see i'm so nice, he makes me suffer 2 days, i let him off one day!)
anyways, apart from this really horrible guy, i have VERY nice colleagues.
Like, Christine, Doreen, Michelle, STELLA(she guided me through the job scope of a buffet runner!! I LOVE HER OMG), BAS(he's the super NICE manager. EDMOND'S NICE TOO! Yeah, still have some more but idk their names, oopsies!
and then there's this SO NICE BARTENDER, HE KNOWS MY NAME OMG. cos i was wiping plates for 2 days most of the time and he comes inside to get ice. (:
HAHA, i was a bit surprised he knows my name after only looking at my tag for 1 time. LOL. :D
I AM SO HAPPY YOU KNOW! cos that day when i did waitressing for the first time, and i was in the kitchen putting down the dirty plates, he just called to say HI ROSE (: ohmygosh. SO NICE AND FRIENDLY CAN! :D :D
HAHAHA
Plus, the cleaners there are quite nice too(: (: i like my working environment!
My cousin and brother say they wna come over to have a meal there LOL. but i told them i not working next week, only like next next week. Then they say they'll come when i'm working!! HAHAHA. (:
OH OH, i think christine knows my name as well ( heh! after calling me xiao mei for 2 days. LOL.
anyway, i was so freaking tired on saturday night.
Waking up at 545am after sleeping only at 12+am.
Plus working from 8am all the way till 2pm.
SUPER BUSY for BOTH breakfast AND lunch that day.
To conclude this day, i had my dance class to attend.
i wouldn't say i dislike this, i on the other hand like the busy-ness. makes me feel accomplished for some unknown reasons. BUT i was really on the verge of just sleeping w/o having dinner all the way till the next morning at only about 7+pm.
Did i mention how much i love my hip hop class now? OMG. OKAY, i love my teacher more than the stuff he teaches me, HAHA, he's quite funny. i think his personality is the very easy going kind! :D but i couldn't do the 'wave' thing he taught us, and i ended up not really knowing how to do.
i think i embarassed myself in front of him somehow. YIKES.
but i guess i'm the slow learner kind.
No choice.
D: D:
BUT i'll make sure i learn faster next time. I NEED TO GET USED TO HIP HOP STYLE!!
i just don't believe i cannot do hip hop like how i can do contemporary and jazz.
I CAN DO IT.
Okay, i know the title of my post is about long chats. So here goes.
I've been having more than usual talks with both felicia and shuwei (:
And they really make me learn a lot of thinking i don't usually have.
Talking to shuwei was quite epic, in a way (: But, i like the long long conversation with her :D :D
My Sec 4 SEATMATE!!
Felicia too (: talking to her was more of the serious kind, haha, but i like it too! She made me realise something too. I don't wish to say it out here.. BUT FELICIA, if you see this post, you know what right? i hope XD
I think sometimes talking to different kinds of people will teach me how to deal with different kinds of people, which is a good thing cos i'll know the contrasting thinkings of some and so i can understand what a certain someone is thinking or feeling in different situations. HAHA. okay, i hope that does make some sense.
Just read Shuwei's blog(http://www.shuwei--inthehouse.blogspot.com) and she was talking about true love.
I don't know if i should take a leap of faith(as quoted from shuwei) in finding if there really is a guy who is really willing to sacrifice for me. But strangely enough, i do believe that sometimes we do actually get fairytale moments, am i not right to say?
I'm just an average-looking girl who i still believe is not pretty(sorry fel i know you told me otherwise but, i just can't help it :X), and i still think i am FAT.
I'm not anoerexic(idk its spelling) nor bulimic. But when i wear my clothes, and i compare to others, i just seem to look plump.
This is something i really don't like about myself you know? it's in my genes.
I won't be EXTREME FAT, but i won't be of a perfect figure either(unless i try really hard to slim down!).
Looks are really superficial and this is what most people look for in their partner right now, somehow. it just takes a while for someone to know the other person's personality.
So, i think the cheesy storylines about "looks don't matter, but heart does" is a load of crap.
In this really messed up world, when you look at a person, the first thing you see is his/her appearance and nothing else right. If he/she is good-looking, then you'll continue to look at the person for a while longer. If he/she isn't that outstanding, you wouldn't even bother about the person right? In short, people nowadays are just superficial and practical, which is why a relationship can't last long now.
I don't think guys will be interested in me cos of my looks but sometimes, if there are so many guys after you, it ain't good either. You wouldn't know who's your true love.
True love is so cheesy but i know, EVERYONE in the world would want to find that single person he/she is willing to spend their lives with.
Or maybe as Lee Kuan Yew has mentioned before," Western's thinking is, to marry the woman you love, on the other hand, Eastern's thinking is, to love the women you marry".
Perhaps, just perhaps, i'll find the guy in Bruno Mars song, Just The Way You Are.
But right now, i don't actually see this coming my way.
Erm, i think i've typed a lot of crap in this post, so i guess it's time for me to stop.
Bye.
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Resorts World Sentosa-- Starzzzzzzz
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Hey guys. Only today i know that some of you reads my blog! I'm so awfully surprised!
That's why i'm here typing this brief post to update (:
From the title, I will now tell you i'm working there. Yup, at Sentosa's Hard Rock hotel's Starz restaurant. It's only been 3 days of work but i am already feeling the fatigue. But i hope i'll get used to my job soon! $.$ hehe. HOPEFULLY I'LL BE ABLE TO DO WAITRESSING NEXT WEEK! Please i don't want to get stuck with being the buffet runner manzxzxzxz.
OH OH. Me, Felicia, Shuwei and Leona saw AH WANG! GUO JIN AN! OMG. He's so cute can! :D :D haha, hopefully i'll be able to see some other stars while working there.
But then today i wiped at least 250+ plates. and there's still bowls and cutleries i wiped. Standing for so long made my heels hurt too. D: My hands hurts from the many many dishes i had to clean. I wanna try waitressing for one day. (:
Valentine's was spent on the first day at work after which i went shopping around vivo with the other 3 girls (:
Work was so tiring i slept on the mrt on the way home that day.
Which reminds me, i need to sleep now, i have to get up at 545am tmr. :'( :'(
bye.
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