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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Today, Miss tan was like telling us there are 4 stages a human can reach, while animals can only reach stage 1. I forgot whose idea of this was it.
It is somehow like a food pyramid, except now it applies to human beings.

At the lowest box, it is the basic needs that we all can get. That's why animals fall in that category. Basic needs include food, housing etc, and one very sensitive topic, Sex. LOL :D

Following, at the second box, it is our frinedship and family.
i forgot what the third box is all about,
but the last box was self attainment/ achievement? OOPS. i have STM. >< that's how i feel in class each day.

I've looked at my mistakes in studies and now i am able to take each failure in stride. Thank goodness there were many people who encouraged me at that time (: after all, failure is the mother of success? hehe. i direct translate one, don't mind me yeah.

But each year, there will be many many different things that I'll meet. Many many difficulties and obstacles i have to overcome. However, at the end of the year, I'll still not learn anything or get anything until the following year.
But I know that when everything don't go your way, you just have to be patient enough to wait for that day everything is smooth sailing for you. Sometimes you have this, sometimes you get that. You just can't have the best of both worlds. Am I right to say?

I've never experienced this before. but now, what i feel is that only when someone needs help, then they will come talking and looking for me. If not, they just won't bother about you at all, much less talk to you like they treat you as your friend. This is how i feel in general, not pin pointing at anyone. I'm not typing all this personal feelings here just to get your attention, i'm typing it here because I just had to get it out.

Sure, you might see me smiling and cheerful, talking to almost everyone in class, and all that but that's just plain crap. If you really really know me, you will get that that's just SO not me. Well, people get their emo moods just occassionally but i get that like almost everyday when i see people who are good friends laughing and talking to each other.
I get that alot when I'm going for physics lesson. they will be in groups of 2,3,4 or something and i'll just be walking ALONE.

I just don't know when i'll be able to get out of all this. For now, I'll just have to keep smiling to make my life in 3f better. GOD! how i wish i can actually find someone like ching yee in this class.

in addition to my problems, i still have to type the report for kindness project when i am like super sick can. I sorta lost my concentration in phyiscs and probably other lessons too.
GAH.


My life will never be the same again, right?



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